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The past few months had been wonderful, but the sudden change in my life had brought out many questions. I had been hurt by my past and feared that Sir David was the unfortunate one to reap their seeds of anger I'd planted. Not so much anger, more fear then anything. I had been brought down from a princess to the one who all fault had fallen on. The wall I'd built was getting in the way and I wasn't sure how to break it down. I sat in the darkness, listening to classical music and staring out the window. Dusk approached, tears filled my eyes. I was hurting the one who cared and I seemed helpless to stop it. I had no reason to doubt him, he had never shown me anything but love and friendship. I thought for a bit of all the times he'd been there to make me smile, listened when I was down, how could I ask for more? Why could I not trust his love for me when he trusted me with his life? As the moments passed it seem that my courage grew. Taking a deep breath, I told myself it was now or never. The wall had to come down, I had to place my faith in him completely or this wall would surely tear us apart. Glancing at the clock, I told myself I had time to do something special to show myself as well as Sir David that I did indeed at least in my heart trust him. Showering, I quickly dressed in a cute little baby blue teddy all frills and lace. Rushing to light all the candles in the house I scribbled a note with the simple words. "In you I put my faith" hung it on the front door with a big red ribbon . Turning on some soft music, and placing a unlit candle by my head with a lighter and a silver pair of cuffs. I eased on the blindfold and lay outstretched in the middle of the floor. There was something I had never told Sir David, nor many others for that matter. But, as a child I'd caught my hands on fire and it had left scares for many years. Playing with candles was the cause so naturally flames and hot wax brought back memories that were frightening to a point. As he entered the house, I lay there silently, almost lost in the music and the scent of the candles. Kneeling beside me, he reached and stroked my cheeks. I could feel the wetness on his hand, unsure at first if it was tears he was wiping from my cheeks or his own at seeing the note. Then I realized my eyes were dry. Inside I was shaking. Reaching to my right side I picked up the cuffs and held them out. Taking them in his hands, he gently placed them on my outstretched wrist. I lifted them above my head offering myself to him in surrender. Tenderly, he slid the straps of my gown off my shoulders, then proceeded to unlace the ties that led down the front. It slide open, the cool air caressing me. My heart pounding in anticipation. Slipping his fingers into the waist of the sheer pale blue panties, he slid them free. His hands caressing me tenderly, exploring. The sound of the click of the lighter brought with it a sense of panic for a moment. As the first drop of wax hit my nipples I fought to remain still. A soft gasp escaping my lips. Drop after drop covering me in a decor of dark blue wax. The heat from the candle close enough at times that I could feel it, making me shudder inside. After I was covered in a thin layer of wax. I felt him snuggle his forehead against mine as he placed a gentle kiss on my lips and removed the blindfold. "What pet was this for?" he asked softly. "Sir please open the book on the coffee table, there's a note inside for you." Line after line, he read in the dim light of the candles. A tear eased past the corners of his eyes. "Pet I didn't know you were afraid of fire, why didn't you say something? I can't believe you let me do this to show me you trusted me so much. I'm sorry that you felt you needed to prove anything to me." "I needed to prove to myself as well, that you weren't going to hurt me, that I could trust you with my life if it came down to it. You had every opportunity to do some major damage had you been out to cause me pain for your enjoyment. Inside I knew that the only reason you would do this is to bring me pleasure through stimulation of a new kind. It wasn't that I had to Sir it was I needed to, to break down this wall I'd built out of fear." Reaching over, we wrapped our arms around each other. We both had gotten two rewards from this experience, the main one being, trust in the other. The last but not least, a closeness that had been sitting waiting to be freed.
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